Wednesday, May 28, 2008
If I can sing better...if I can play instrument in a better way...If....If...
"If"... doesnt change anything... no matter how hard I practice...it's still the same...cos I can only learn all this by myself...How I wish I can do more thing for Him in this area...yes,I wanna do more thing for Him through this.
Always,I told myself...I need to have something in me before I can give...same in this area also...I need to have something before I can do more for Him.
Lord,can You hear my cry ? Show me Your way please !
I maybe not as talented as them,I maybe not as good as them...but,I have a heart for Him in this area.I knw His plan for me in this area.Just I donno how He gonna fulfil it.I am not sure can the dream from Him be fulfil or not...but...if this is His will,it will...One DAY !
Honestly,sometimes I feel a bit disappointed...just because I can't sing that well,can't play instrument that well...I am not born with such a talent in me...I am learning to be better..but I am just improve really slow.
Everyday sing + play guitar alone....when can I step out ? When can I serve Him with what He wants ? I need to be patient...cos it's not the right timing...Maybe will take me years before I can step out..ya..years...gotta be long...but...BE PATIENT !
