Thursday, June 26, 2008
Recently I realise how much I care for my sister.I never knw bout all this.
I just wanna help as much as I can,do what I can,give what I can give....I mean everything.Bearing all this are never easy for me.Eventhough I wanna help,yet I donno what should I do.I tried my best to ask here and there,ask those friends around me what should I prepare and what should I do...search on net for more info...and try my best to understand eventhough my malay and english are so bad.
I can say,I can't really focus on my work recently.Too many things in my mind dy.Went home early everyday just to help sis to prepare everything.I knw after she register in uni, I gonna pay a big price...and work really late everyday...I donno how many days this gonna last for...I don't wanna think bout this...I just pray that I will able to finish my work on time. I knw this gonna be really tough for me...but...I can only pray to Him.
Sometimes,I just wish she can be more mature in some area.Stubborn and not listening to people's advice will not help her....but...I knw if I wanna help her to change in this way,sometimes I need to let her learn the difficult way so that she will learn the lesson and change.
God,I pray for total healing in her.No more vomit please.
