Sunday, July 13, 2008
Finally,I did it...wanted to do so for quite long dy....wanted to pull myself off from msn...at least for a period of time..so if you can't see me on msn...that's mean I din't online or I just don't wanna chat for some time.
Foud that I am quite struggle in this area...I was not like that before...I no longer feel the joy anymore...and I keep giving reasons to escape from this...ahhhh...when can all this past ?
The word "ENCOUNTER" stuck in my mind since sat night...what Pastor Kong Hee said was so true....also Faith only works by love...which I can hardly feel this also...that's really a big problem.Anyway,I donno who I can seek help from.
Today,my ears feel so uncomfortable in church.For the very 1st time,I feel so...Guess it's something to do with the sound system...I not sure...but I guess so...I can feel the pain in my ears...everything were just too loud for me...at 1st...I used my finger to cover a bit...but that's look not that good...at last,I took a pierce of tissue....fold small part of it...and place it on my right ear...at least,cover half of the sound...at least I feel much better after that...but...that's really makes me feel not that good...and my ears still not functioning that well till now.
Anyway,I better don't type so many thing here.....trouble later.
