I can no longer grow...I can no longer move on...

Facing strangers.....they are more strange than stranger to me...

Am really struggling...Can I just let go of my hands and be myself and hold myself back from them? What's the point to force myself to go for it? It's just a duty...just a program...just nothing to me...seems like I am wasting my own time...and forcing myself only...

Once I have a chance to let go of my hands...I will not take it anymore...I will not...I know I will lost something from it...but...that's better than I waste my time here.

Since I am just a stranger,let me continue to be the stranger.

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...