Which kind of doctor should we bring her to ? Traditional,western,tie da,body check up......all went through...but still the problem is there....gosh...what else can we try ?

I really wonder why...why...and why....Don't you know it's hurt,pain and sad to see that she is so suffer...can't go to school...can't walk...can't eat....not even can do anything....

Oh gosh....what's wrong with all of us...that we need to suffer from all this....don't you know that we can no longer stand anymore?You want us to live like Job then is satisfy? What else we need to suffer again?

I really can't understand...I really can't....

And I really think that...leaving me alone is not their fault anymore....at least,my life is like Job now....helpless and helpless...and I can't even seek help from anyone.

Should I just let go of my hands ?

Strumming away my thoughts...
the rhythm of my heart...